Front to back side to side
One hand up like this
Including you in the back hand up
When I pretend everything is what I wanted to be
I look exactly like what you would always wanted to see
When I pretend I can't forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can
But I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay
I'm just trying to bend the truth
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be
So I lie in my way let's go no
No no turning back now
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
Nah no turning back now
Let me take back my life I'd rather be alone no
Turning back now anywhere on my own cause I can't see
Nah no turning back now
Very worst part of them is me
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person really is me
And I'm trying to bend the truth
But the more I push the more I'm pulling away
Cause I'm lying let me hear you sing yeah
Nah no turning back now
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
Nah no turning back now
Let me take back my life I'd rather be alone no
Turning back now
Anywhere on my own
Cause I can't see
Nah no turning back now
The very worst part of me
Say what the very worst part of me
Is me this isn't who I wanted to be
I never got what I said
Would have you running from me like this
This isn't who I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me like this
This isn't who I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me like this
This isn't who I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me like this
No turning back now
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
Nah no turning back now
Let me take back my life I'd rather be alone
No turning back now
Anywhere on my own
Cause I can't see
Nah no turning back black now
The very worst part of you
Sing it the very worst part of you
Is me
Yeah oh yeah