作曲:Lisa Cimorelli
I wait before I call you
I don't text back right away
I try to look like I have got a life
I make sure I look perfect
I make sure that you see
I'm just tryna be something you like
I don't always wanna smile
I don't always wanna pout
I'd love someone to come figure me out
But I stand here by the sidelines
And they always turn me down
So I change myself and go another round
I'm just trying to be something that makes you happy
I'm just trying to be something you want
I just wanna feel your eyes looking at me
I'm just tired of always being wrong oh
Oh
I rearrange my schedule
I make sure that I'm free
If I don't try we'll never hang out
I'm sure that there are people
Who would like to catch me
But I'm too busy chasing to turn around
I know I can't be perfect but one day I'll be close
And that's when someone will love me the most
So I'll just keep on trying
I'll do the best I can
I can't compete just being who I am
I'm just trying to be something that makes you happy
I'm just trying to be something you want
I just wanna feel your eyes looking at me
I'm just tired of always being wrong oh
Oh
I tried so hard I changed so much
I put on a mask I hide all of my feelings
So well
But every time they fall for it it's all just a lie
Cause I know that I'm not being myself
I'm just trying to be something that makes you happy
I'm just trying to be something you want want want
I just wanna feel your eyes looking at me
I'm just tired of always being around oh
Oh
How
How how