When I Grow Up

Yeah when I grow up you know what I wanna be

Take a seat let me tell you my ridiculous dreams

I wanna rap yeah I know it's hard to believe

And I can tell you're already thinkin' I will never succeed

But I'm okay with it I admit the lyrics are weak

I've been workin' on 'em I'll be good eventually

I understand you gotta crawl before you get to your feet

But I been running for a while they ain't ready for me

Ahh

I know this prolly isn't really realistic

And honestly I might not ever make a difference

But that don't make a difference I'ma have to risk it

I've been crunchin' numbers you ain't gotta be a mathematician

To see the odds ain't rootin' for me

I can't lie though it's kinda how I like it to be

The underdog yeah you prolly think you know what I mean

But what I'm saying is they ever push me I'm gonna swing yeah

I could go to college get in debt like everybody else

Graduate and prolly get a job that doesn't pay the bills

That don't make a lot of sense to me forget the Happy Meals

I don't like the dollar menu I would rather make a meal

Huh make a mil'

Nah I said make a meal

Home-cookin' get the grill

How you want it pretty well

Everything I see is overdone to me

I'm not Adele but I'ma get a record deal and say hello to mass appeal

When I grow up I just want to pay my bills

Rappin' about the way I feel

Oh yeah

I just want to make a couple mil'

Leave it to the fam in the will

Oh yeah

I just want to sign a record deal

Maybe buy a house up in the hills

Oh yeah

Might not be the best in my field

But I guarantee that I'ma die real

When I grow up

Yeah ayy

When I grow up

Yeah yeah ayy

I'ma make 'em notice me rhymin' like it's poetry

Everything I oversee I just like to overthink

Mockin' me you pay the fee

No return and no receipts

Those of you that don't believe quiet you don't know a thing

Quiet when I'm tryna sing

Quiet when I'm making beats

Quiet when I'm tryna think

Sorry I don't mean to scream

I just feel like no one really gets me and it's sad to see

'Cause someday I'ma grow up

And show all of you it's meant to be

Yeah

Anybody wanna hear me rap

No

C'mon let me play a couple tracks

No

C'mon I can spit it really fast

No

You think I should throw this in the trash

No

Tricked ya haters go away before I hit ya

I am not a beggar or a kiss-up

You don't understand well I forgive ya

I am not a quitter

You ain't really think that did ya

Maybe someday I could even be up on the radio

Have a tour bus and maybe even play a couple shows

Everybody in the crowd singing every word I wrote

Tellin' me that I am not the only one that feels alone

Huh you feel alone

Yeah I kinda feel alone

Wonder if that feelin' ever goes away when you get old

Will I ever make it as an artist I don't really know

Might not make a lot of dough

I'ma have to try it though

When I grow up

I just wanna pay my bills

Rappin' about the way I feel

Oh yeah

I just wanna make a couple mil'

Leave it to the fam in the will

Oh yeah

I just wanna sign a record deal

Maybe buy a house up in the hills

Okay oh yeah

Might not be the best in my field

But I guarantee that I'ma die real

When I grow up

I just wanna pay my bills

Woo

Rappin' about the way I feel

Oh yeah

Yeah I just wanna make a couple mil'

Leave it to the fam in the will

Oh yeah

I just wanna sign a record deal

Maybe buy a house up in the hills

Oh yeah

Yeah I might not be the best in my field

But I guarantee that I'ma die real

When I grow up