WHY

Yeah

what's your definition of success ayy

I don't trust the thoughts that come inside my head woo

I don't trust this thing that beats inside my chest

Who I am and who I wanna be can not connect why

Don't think I deserve it you get no respect woo

I just made a couple mil' still not impressed

Let you down goes triple platinum yeah okay okay

I guess ayy

Smile for a moment

Then these questions startin' to fill my head not again

I push away the people that I love the most why woo

I don't want no one to know I'm vulnerable why woo

That makes me feel weak and so uncomfortable why ayy

Stop askin' me questions

I just wanna feel alive

Until I die this isn't Nate's flow woo

Just let me rhyme I'm in disguise

I'm a busy person

Got no time for lies one of a kind

They don't see it I pull out they eyes

I'm on the rise

I've been doin' this for most my life with no advice woo

Take my chances I just roll the dice do what I like

As a kid I was afraid of heights put that aside

Now I'm here and they look so surprised well so am I woo

They don't invite me to the parties but I still arrive

Kick down the door and then I go inside

Give off that I do not belong here vibe

Then take the keys right off the counter

Let's go for a ride

Why do y'all look mortified ayy

I keep to myself they think I'm sorta shy organized

Let you down's the only song you've heard of

Well then you're behind woo

Story time wish that I could think like Big Sean does

But I just can't decide aah

If I should stick my knife inside of Pennywise

I

I don't care what anybody else thinks lies haha

I do not need nobody to help me lies

I kinda feel guilty 'cause I'm wealthy why

I don't understand it's got me questionin' like

Why

Just tell me why not back to this flow

Inside I feel divided

Back when I ain't had a dime

But had the drive

Back before I ever signed

I questioned life

Like who am I man

Woo

Nothin' to me's ever good enough

I could be workin' for twenty-four hours a day

And think I never did enough

My life is a movie

But there ain't no tellin' what you're gonna see in my cinema no

I wanna be great

But I get it in the way of myself

And I think about everything that I could never be

Why do I do it though

Ayy yeah

Why you always lookin' aggravated

Not a choice you know I had to make it

When they talk about the greatest

They gon' probably never put us in the conversation

Like somethin' then I gotta take it

Write somethin' then I might erase it

I love it then I really hate it

What's the problem

Nathan I don't know

I know I like to preach to always be yourself yeah

But my emotions make me feel like I am someone else

Me and pride had made a pact that we don't need no help

Which feels like I'm at war inside myself but I forgot the shells

I hold my issues up for all to see like show and tell

A lot of people know me

But not a lot know me well

Hold my issues up for all to see like show and tell

A lot of people know me

But they don't know me well

Too many faces

Too many faces

Too many faces