Therapy Session

Yeah I gotta say like a month ago

I was talking to fans

And one of them pulled me

aside and said

"We never met but

I swear that you know

who I am

I been through a lot

I don't know how to express

it to people

Don't think that

I can but I got that mansion

CD on rotation

That's real for me

Nate you do not understand

It's crazy for me

Kids hit me up say

they slitting they

wrists on the daily

This music is more than you think

Don't book me

for just entertainment

it's entertaining

Hearing these parents

they telling their kids

My music is violent

you gotta be kidding me

I guess that your

definition of violence

and mine

Is something that

we look at differently

How do you picture me ah

Want me to smile you want

me to laugh

You want me to walk in the

stage with a smile on my face

When I'm mad and put on

a mask for real though

I mean what you expect from me

I'm tryna do this respectfully

They say that life is a race

I know my problems'll

probably catch up eventually

I do my best to be calm

How you gon' write me

and tell me you slaughter my family

That's just a glimpse

to the stuff that get sent to me

These the parts of

my life that'll never see woo

I am aware it's aggressive

I am not here for acceptance

I don't know what you

expect here

But what you expect

when you walk in a therapy session

Therapy therapy session

Therapy therapy session

This girl at the show

looked me in the face

And told me her life's

full of drama

Said that her dad is abusive

Apparently he likes

to beat on her mama

I got so angry inside

I wanted to tell her

to give me his number

But what you gon' do with it right

You gon' hit him up then

he'll start hitting her harder

That's real

These kids they come to my shows

With tears in they eyes

Imagine someone looking at you

And saying your music's

the reason that they are alive

Sometimes I don't know

how to handle it

This type of life isn't glamorous

This ain't an act for

the cameras

You see me walk on these

stages but have no idea what

I'm dealing with after it

I put it all in the open

This is the way that

I cope with all my emotion

I'm taking pictures with

thousands of people

But honestly I feel like

nobody knows me

I'm trying to deal with

depression

I'm trying to deal with

the pressure

How you gon' tell me

my music does not have a message

When I'm looking out at this

crowd full of people

I know I affected

Ah I got some things in my

life I know I should let 'em go

Let me jot it down let me

take a mental note

I put it all in this microphone

think about that for a minute

What is the point of this song

I'm just venting but

what you expect from a therapy session

Therapy therapy session

Therapy therapy session

What you think about me

That doesn't worry me

I know I handle some

things immaturely

I know that I need to

grow in maturity

I ain't gon' walk

on these stages in front

of these people

And act like I live my life perfectly

That doesn't work for me

Christian is not the

definition of a perfect me woo

I ain't the type to be quiet

I ain't gon' sit here in silence

If I wouldn't say what

I say to your face

Then I promise you

I wouldn't say it in private

I am not lying

People go off on my page and

I'm trying to quit the replying

But this is ridiculous

I'm passionate man

I really mean what I'm writing

You want me to keep

it 100 Okay I'll keep it 100

I see a whole lot

of talking on socials

But honestly I don't see

nothing in public

I kinda love it yeah

Why don't you write us

some happy raps

That would be awesome

All your music is moody

and dark Nate"

Don't get me started

You wanna know what

it's like if you met me in person

Listen to my verses

This music is not just

for people

Who sit in the pew

and pray at the churches

I won't reject it

I don't expect everyone

to respect it

I don't expect you to

get my perspective

What you expect from

a therapy session

I mean I think sometimes

people they confuse

what I'm doing

I write about life

I write about things that

I'm actually dealing with

Something that

I'm actually experiencing

this is real for me

Like this is something

that personally helps me as well

I'm not confused about

who gave me the gift

God gave me the gift

and he gave me the

ability to do this

And he also gave me this

as an outlet

And that's what music

is for me

When I feel something

whether it's anger

Um it's a passion

about something or frustration

Like this is where

I go this is that's

the whole nfrealmusic thing man

This is real for me

I need this this is

a therapy for me