So Many Tears

OH hi

I shall not fear no man but God

Though I walk through the valley of death

I shed so many tears

if I should die before I wake

Please God walk with me

grab a ni**a and take me to Heaven

Back in elementary I thrived on misery

Left me alone I grew up amongst a dying breed

Inside my mind couldn't find a place to rest

Until I got that Thug Life tatted on my chest

Tell me can you feel me

I'm not living in the past you wanna last

Be tha first to blast remember Kato

No longer with us he's deceased

Call on the sirens seen him murdered in the streets

Now rest in peace

Is there heaven for a G Remember me

So many homies in the cemetery shed so many tears

Ah I suffered through the years and shed so many tears

Lord I lost so many peers and shed so many tears

Now that I'm struggling in this business by any means

Label me greedy getting green but seldom seen

And f**k the world cause I'm cursed I'm having visions

Of leavin here in a hearse God can you feel me

Take me away from all the pressure and all the pain

Show me some happiness again I'm going blind

I spend my time in this cell ain't living well

I know my destiny is hell where did I fail

My life is in denial and when I die

Baptized in eternal fire I'll shed so many tears

Lord I suffered through the years and shed so many tears

Lord I lost so many peers and shed so many tears

Now I'm lost and I'm weary so many tears

I'm suicidal so don't stand near me

My every move is a calculated step to bring me closer

To embrace an early death now there's nothing left

There was no mercy on the streets I couldn't rest

I'm barely standing about to

Go to pieces screaming peace

And though my soul was deleted I couldn't see it

I had my mind full of demons trying to break free

They planted seeds and

They hatched sparking the flame

Inside my brain like a match such a dirty game

No memories just a misery

Painting a picture of my enemies killing me in my sleep

Will I survive until the morning to see the sun

Please Lord forgive me for my sins cause here I come

Lord I suffered through the years God

And shed so many tears

God I lost so many peers and

Lord knows I tried been a witness to homicide

Seen drivebys taking lives little kids die

Wonder why as I walk by

Broken-hearted as I glance at the chalk line getting high

This ain't the life for me I wanna change

But ain't no future right for me I'm stuck in the game

I'm trapped inside a maze

See this Tanqueray influenced me to getting crazy

Disillusioned lately I've been really wanting babies

So I could see a part of me that wasn't always shady

Don't trust my lady cause she's a product of this poison

I'm hearin noises think she f**king

All my boys can't take no more

I'm falling to the floor

Begging for the Lord to let me in

To Heaven's door shed so many tears

Lord I've lost so many years and shed so many tears

I lost so many peers and shed so many tears

Lord I suffered through the years and

Shed so many tears

God I lost so many peers and shed so many tears