My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad
Dear Slim I wrote you but you still ain't calling
I left my cell my pager and
My home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn
You must not've got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or something
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
But anyways ** it what's been up man how's your daughter
My girlfriend's pregnant too I'm 'bout to be a father
If I have a daughter guess what I'ma call her
I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some **
Who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this every day
But I'm your biggest fan
I even got the underground ** that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the ** you did with
Rawkus too that ** was phat
Anyways I hope you get this man hit me back
Just to chat truly yours your biggest fan this is Stan
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad
Dear Slim you still ain't called or wrote
I hope you have a chance
I ain't mad I just think it's **ed up
You don't answer fans
If you didn't want to talk to me outside
Your concert you didn't have to
But you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man he's only six years old
We waited in the blisterin' cold
For you for four hours and you just said no
That's pretty **ty man you're like his **in' idol
He wants to be just like you man
He likes you more than I do
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real and I respect
You 'cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 247
But she don't know you like
I know you Slim no one does
She don't know what it was like
For people like us growin' up
You gotta call me man I'll be
The biggest fan you'll ever lose
Sincerely yours Stan—PS we should be together too
My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I
Got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window
And I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be gray
But your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad