Papa'z Song

Heh so

You say that like that means somethin to me

You've been gone a mighty long motherf**kin time

For you to be comin home talking

That daddy's home sh*t

We been gettin along fine just without you

Me my brother and my mother

So if you don't mind

You can step the F**K off POPS f**k

Had to play catch by myself what a sorry sight

A pitiful plight so I pray for a starry night

Please send me a pops before puberty

The things I wouldn't do to see

A piece of family unity

Moms always work I barely see her

I'm startin to get worried without a pops

I'll grow to be her

It's a wonder they don't understand kids today

So when I pray I pray I'll never grow to be that way

And I hope that he answers me

I heard God don't like ugly well take

A look at my family

A different father every weekend

Before we get to meet him

They break up before the week ends

I'm gettin sick of all the friendships

As soon as we kick it he done split

And the whole sh*t ends quick

How can I be a man if there's no role model

Strivin to save my soul

I stay cold drinking a forty bottle

I'm so sorry

For all this time I'm so sorry

For all this time

For all this time don't lie

I'm so sorry

For all this time so sorry

For all this time

For all this time so sorry baby

Moms had to entertain many men

Didn't wanna do it

But it's time to pay the rent again

I'm gettin a bit older and I'm startin to be a bother

Moms can't stand me

Cause I'm lookin like my father

Should I stay or run away

Tell me the answer

Moms ignores me and avoids me like cancer

Grow up rough

And it's hard to understand stuff

Moms was tough

Cause his papa wasn't man enough

Couldn't stand up to his own responsibilities

Instead of takin care of me

He'd rather live lavishly

That's why I'll never be a father

Unless you got the time it's a crime

Don't even bother

That's when I started hating the phony smiles

Said I was an only child

Look at mama's lonely smile

It's hard for a son to see his mother cry

She only loves you

But has to f**k with these other guys

I'm so sorry

I'm so sorry

For all this time

For all this time

For all this time

I'm so sorry

For all this time

For all this time so sorry

For all this time so sorry baby

Man child in the promised land

Couldn't afford many heroes

Moms was the only one there my pops was a no-show

And ohh -I guess ya didn't know

That I would grow to be so strong

Lookin kinda pale was it the ale or pops was wrong

Where was the money that you said

You would send me

Talked on the phone and you sounded so friendly

Ask about school and my welfare

But it's clear you ain't sincere hey who the hell cares

You think I'm blind but this time

I see you coming Jack

You left us broke grabbed your coat

Now ain't no running back

Ask about my moms like you loved her from the start

Left her in the dark

She fell apart from a broken heart

So don't even start with that Born to be a father sh*t

Don't even bother with your dollars I don't need it

I'll bury moms like you left me all alone G

Now that I finally found you

Stay the f**k away from me

You're so sorry

I'm so sorry so sorry

For all this time so so sorry

For all this time I'm so so sorry

For all this time f**k that

I'm so sorry

For all this time no

For all this time so sorry

For all this time so sorry baby

I never meant to leave but I was wanted

Crossed too many people every house

I'd touch was haunted

Had to watch the strangers every brother was a danger

If I wanted to to keep you breathin

Had to be out of range-a

Had to move on

Done lost my name and picked a number

Made me watch my back

I had no happy home to run to

Maybe it's my fault for being a father livin fast

But livin slow mean half the dough

And you won't get no a**

Hindsight shows me it was wrong all along

I wanted to make some dough

So you would grow to be so strong

It took a little longer than I thought

I slipped got caught and sent to jail by the courts

Now I'm doin time

And I wish you'd understand

All I ever wanted was for you to be a man

And grow to be the type you was meant to be

Keep the war fightin by the writings

That you sent to me

I'm so sorry

For all this time I'm so sorry

For all this time

For all this time don't lie

I'm so sorry

For all this time so sorry

For all this time

For all this time so sorry baby

I'm so sorry

For all this time I'm so sorry

For all this time

For all this time don't lie

I'm so sorry

For all this time so sorry

For all this time

For all this time so sorry baby