Soon You'll Understand

Mmm you don't understand now because you're cryin and you hurt

You'll understand soon enough soon enough

You're my best friend's sister grown woman and all

But you see how I am around girls I ruin 'em all

Plus your mom call me son around you since I was small

Sh*t I watched you mature nah this ain't right

But still when your boyfriend ditched you life's a b**ch you cried

Over my right shoulder I told you to wipe your eyes

Take your time when you likin a guy

Cause if he sense that your feelings too intense it's pimp or die

I bought you earrings on your birthday

Drove you to college your first day

It must be sad though it hurts to say

We could never be a item don't even like him

You deserve better this is ugly Gina please don't love me

There's better guys out there other than me

You need a lawyer or a doctor with a Ph.D

Think of how upset your mother and brother would be

If they found that you was huggin me

My conscience is f**kin with me

Let him hold you let him touch you

Soon you'll understand

Man I look in the eyes of a

This a kid that stole life and me together

We're tryin really tryin to make it work

I'm young and I ain't ready and I told you

It ain't like I ain't tell you from day one I ain't sh*t

When it comes to relationships I don't have the patience

Now it's too late we got a little life together

And in my mind I really want you to be my wife forever

But in the physical it's like I'ma be trife forever

A different girl every night forever told you to leave

But you're stubborn and you love him and

No matter what despite all the f**kin and the cheatin

You still won't leave him now you're grievin

And I feel bad believe me

But I'm young and I ain't ready and this ain't easy

Wasn't fair to tell you to wait so I told you to skate

You chose not to now look at the sh*t we gotta go through

Doin a fight throw in a fuss you the mother of my baby

I don't want you to hate me this is about us

Rather me I ain't ready to be what you want me to be

Because I love you I want you to leave please

Let him hold you let him touch you

Soon you'll understand

Mm. listen ma

I mean I seen you workin two or three jobs

Daddy left. I thought I was makin things better

I made it worse

Dear ma I'm in the cell lonely as hell

Writin this scribe thinkin 'bout how you must feel inside

You tried to teach me better but I refused to grow

God damn I ain't the young man that you used to know

You said the street claim lives but I wanted things like

Bling bling ice I was wrong in hindsight

Sh*t we grew apart try to blame it on your new spouse

I know it hurt like hell the day you kicked me out

But your house is your house I ain't respect the rules

I brought crack past your door beefed with rival crews

And who wants to be the mother of a son who sold **

Co-workers saw me on the corner slingin Larry Love

Meanwhile you workin hard like two or three jobs

Tryin to feed me and my siblings makin an honest livin

Who am I kiddin I call myself easin the load

I made the load heavy I need money for commissary

Try to understand please

Soon you'll understand

Let him hold you let him touch you

Soon you'll understand

Let him hold you let him touch you

Soon you'll understand

Let him hold you let him touch you

Soon you'll understand

Let him hold you let him touch you

Soon you'll understand

Let him hold you let him touch you