Everytime You Run

last night got a little crazy i don't remember

woke up spun with the pasties

my friends say i was tweaked out

passed out on a dirty couch

still in the house it kinda scares me

i don't know am i out of control

always waking up still

i wrote a note that said goodbye to pain

goodbye to shame

but couldn't find a way i just cry for days

i'm so depressed soaking wet

i can't rest these thoughts just beat me to death

i'm unkept

i thought of a song my mom used to sing in church

but it's been so long i can't remember the words

every time you run

every time you hide

every time it hurts

every time you cry

every time you run away

every time you hide your face and it feels so far away

i'm right here with you

i keep sleeping in don't wanna wake up

i keep hearing from the landlord pay up

hide my face in my pillow till the sun sets hungover

and i haven't seen a paycheck

i took a job downtown at the factory

i was hired and fired with no salary

i keep running from responsibility

it seems impossible the pressure is hitting me

i know i need to man up or sit down

stand up and get out of this crowd

i thought of a song my mom used to sing in church

but it's been so long i can't remember the words every

time you run every time

every time you hide

every time every time it hurts when it hurts

every time you cry

every time you run away

every time you hide your face and it feels so far away

i'm right here right here

yeah with you

well i know i'm not ready to die

but i've sure thought about the meaning of life

cause i can't seem to find a purpose for me

it's just the choices and i failed to proceed

i gotta get up get up get up get up get up get up

i hear voices in my mind

once the devil once jesus i can feel it

can you help me find the pieces

like an angel on my shoulder

you hold the joy of the lord raisin' up a soldier

you gave me the song my mom used to sing in church

i promise not to quit and i remember the words

i promise not to quit and i remember that

every time you run

every time you hide

every time it hurts

every time you cry

every time you run away

every time you hide your face and it feels so far away

i'm right here here with you

i promise not to quit and i remember the words

i promise not to quit and i remember the words

feel so far away

i'm right here with you