Last night got a little crazy I don't remember
Woke up spun with the pasties
My friends say I was tweaked out
Passed out on a dirty couch still in the house
It kinda scares me I don't know am I out of control
I'm always waking up slow filling my clothes
I wrote a note that said goodbye to pain
Goodbye to shame
But couldn't find a way I just cried for days
I'm so depressed soaking wet I can't rest
These thoughts just beat me to death I'm unkept
I thought of a song my mom used to sing in church
But it's been so long I can't remember the words
Every time you run
Every time you hide
Every time it hurts
Every time you cry
Every time you run away
Every time you hide your face and it feels so far away
I'm right here with you
Every time you run
I keep sleeping in don't wanna wake up
I keep hearing from the landlord pay up
Hide my face in my pillow till the sun sets
I'm hungover and I haven't seen a paycheck
I took a job downtown at the factory
I was hired and fired with no sense
I keep running from responsibility
It seems impossible the pressure is hitting me
I know I need to man up and sit down
Stand up and get out of this crowd
I thought of a song
My mom used to sing in church but it's
Been so long I can't remember the words
Every time you run
Every time you hide
Every time it hurts
Every time you cry
Every time you run away
Every time you hide your face
And it feels so far away
I'm right here with you
Well I know I'm not ready to die
But I should thought about the meaning of life
Cause I can't seem to find a purpose for me
It's just the choices and I failed to proceed
You gotta get up get up get up
Get up get up get up get up
I hear voices in my mind wasn't there
But once jesus I can feel it
Can you help me find the pieces
Like an angel on my shoulder
You hold the joy of the lord raisin' up a soldier
He gave me the song my mom used to sing in church
I promise not to quit and I remember the worst words
I promise not to quit and not remember the words
Every time you run
Every time you hide
Every time it hurts
Every time you cry
Every time you run away
Every time you hide your face
And it feels so far away
I'm right here here
I promise not to quit and not remember the words
I promise not to quit and not remember
It feels so far away
I'm right here with you