Everything I Wanted

I had a dream

I got everything I wanted

Not what you'd think

And if I'm being honest

It might've been a nightmare

To anyone who might care

I've got everything I wanted

But when I wake up I see you with me

And you say as long as I'm here no one can hurt you

Don't wanna lie here but you can learn to

If I could change the way that you see yourself

You wouldn't wonder why you hear

They don't deserve you

I tried to scream

But my head was underwater

They called me weak

Like I'm not just somebody's daughter

Coulda been a nightmare

But it felt like they were right there

And it feels like yesterday was a year ago

But I don't wanna let anybody know

Cause everybody wants something from me now

And I don't wanna let them down

I had a dream

I got everything I wanted

But when I wake up I see you with me

And you say as long as I'm here no one can hurt you

Don't wanna lie here but you can learn to

If I could change the way that you see yourself

You wouldn't wonder why you hear

They don't deserve you

If I knew it all then

Would I do it again

Would I do it again

If they knew what they said

Would go straight to my head

What would they say instead