i've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
i shouldn't be crying
tears were for the weaker days
i'm stronger now or so i say but something's missing
whatever it is this it feels like it's laughing at me
through the glass of a two sided mirror
whatever it is
it's just laughing at me
and i just wanna scream what now
i just can't figure it out what now
i guess i'll just wait it out
wait it out what now
oh what now
i found the one he changed my life
but was it me that changed
and he just happened to come at the right time
i'm supposed to be in love but i'm not making
whatever it is
it feels like it's laughing at me
through the glass of a two sided mirror
whatever it is
it's just sitting there laughing at me
and i just wanna scream what now
i just can't figure it out what now
i guess i'll just wait it out
wait it out what now
please tell me what now
there's no one to call
cause i'm just playing games with them all
the more i swear i'm happy
the more that i'm feeling alone
cause i spent every hour just going through the motions
i can't even get the emotions to come out
dry as a bone
but i just wanna shout
what now
i just can't figure it out what now
i guess i'll just wait it out
wait it out what now now
somebody tell me what now
i don't know where to go
i don't know what to feel
i don't know how to cry
i don't know oh oh why
i don't know where to go
i don't know what to feel
i don't know how to cry
i don't know oh oh i
i don't know where to go
i don't know what to feel
i don't know how to cry
i don't know oh oh why so what now