Still Learning

I should be living the dream

But I'm living with a security team

And that ain't gonna change no

I got a paranoia in me

And you wouldn't believe

Everything that I seen no

Coming apart at the seams

And no one around me knows

Who I am

What I'm on

Who've I hurt

And where they gone

I know that I done some wrong

But I'm trying to make it right

To the one I love

Bring me round

Get me out

Right now

And know that I love you

But I'm still learning to love myself

To love my to love my to love my

I'm still learning to love myself

To love my to love my to love my

I should be living the dream

But I go home and I got no self esteem

Nope

You think I'm swimming in green but

It's passed around my family tree

No man wants to really commit

Intimidated cause I get paid and s**t

In the crowd you're reading my lips

But no one around me knows

Who I am

What I'm on

Who've I hurt

And where they gone

I know that I done some wrong

But I'm trying to make it right

The same mistakes

On and on

To all my friends I'm sorry for

And know that I love you but

I'm still learning

Still learning

To love myself

To love my to love my to love my

I'm still learning to love myself

To love my to love my to love my

Oh I try and I try to remember sometimes

If I breathe it's alright

But some things don't change

I'm still learning to love myself

To love my to love my to love my

Who I am

What I'm on

Who've I hurt

And where they gone

I know that I done some wrong

But I'm tryin to make it right

To the one I love

Bring me round

Get me out

Right now

And the ones I love

I'm still learning to love my

I'm still learning

To love my

Self

To love my to love my to love my

And I try and I try to remember sometimes

If I breathe it's alright

But some things don't change

I'm still learning

To love my

Self

I'm still learning to love myself