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Night you think I'm lying but I'm thinking that's you

Okay I'll prove it

Well who am I I'm almost twenty five

Can't remember half the time that I've been alive

Cause half was in a cheap apartment

And half was on the eastside eastside

They said don't meet your heroes

They're all ** weirdos

And god knows that they were right

Because nobody loves you

They just try to ** you

Then put you on a feature on the b side

And who do you call when it's late at night

When the headlines just don't paint the picture

Right when you look at yourself on a screen

And say oh my god there's no way that's me and I

I quit smoking well recently I tried

And I bought another house and I never go outside

And I remember this girl with pink hair in detroit

Well she told me she said ashley

You gotta promise us that you won't die

Cause we need you and honestly I think that she lied

And I remember the names of every single kid I've met

But I forget half the people who've gotten in bed

And I've stared at the sky in milwaukee

And hoped that my father would finally call me

And it's just these things that I'm thinking for hours

And I'm picking my hair out and clumps in the shower

Lost the love of my life to an ivory powder

But then I realize that I'm

No higher power that I wasn't in love then

And I'm still not now

And I'm so happy I figured that out

I've got a long way to go until self preservation

Think my moral compass is on a vacation

And I can't believe I still feed my ** temptation

I'm still looking for my salvation

Soft and slow

Watch the minutes go

Count out loud

So we know you don't keep them for yourself

Watch the minutes go

Count all hours

So we know you don't keep them for yourself

Break I have a confession to make it right I don't

I just say I was reborn at night on sex

I saw my bros are to begin

I'm a liar and I'm a ** liar

Soft and slow

Watch the minutes go

Count out loud

So we know you don't keep them for yourself