Bad Apple(抖音版)

作词：正经的攀娘

And maybe it's a dream

Maybe nothing else is real

But it wouldn't mean a thing

If I told you how I feel

So I'm tired of all the pain all the misery inside

And I wish I could live feeling nothing but the night

You could tell me what to say

You could tell me where to go

But I doubt that I would care

And my heart would never know

If I make another move

There'll be no more turning back

Because everything would change

And it all would fade to black

Will tomorrow ever come

Will I make it through the night

Will there ever be a place

For the broken in the light

Am I hurting am I sad

Should I stay or should I go

I've forgotten how to tell

Did I ever even know

Can I take another step

I've done everything I can

All the people that I see

They will never understand

If I find a way to change if

I step into the light

Then I'll never be the same and

It all will fade to white

Ever on and on

I continue circling

With nothing but my hate

And the carousel of agony

Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing

And suddenly I see that I can't

Break free I'm

Slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity

With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony

To tell me who I am who I was

Uncertainty enveloping my mind

Till I can't break free and

Maybe it's a dream maybe nothing else is real

But it wouldn't mean a thing if

I told you how I feel

So I'm tired of all the pain

All the misery inside

And I wish I could live feeling

Nothing but the night

You could tell me what to say

You could tell me where to go

But I doubt that I would care

And my heart would never know

If I make another move there'll

Be no more turning back

Because everything would change

And it all would fade to black

If I make another move

Can I take another step

Then it would all fall apart

There'd be nothing of me left

If I'm crying in the wind if

I'm crying in the night

Will there ever be a way

Will my heart return to white

Can you tell me who you are

Can you tell me where I am

I've forgotten how to see