Never Love Again

I could be with anybody I choose you

Still its no excuse to abuse you

But no one knows what Im goin through so I used you

To be truthful I wouldnt know what to do if I lose you

So I refuse to might have a screw loose and a fuse blew

But I think I might be buildin up a tolerance to you

Cause one minute Im hollerin Screw you

Next I take it back guess you can say Im tryna unscrew you

But the ****s about to pop off yeah I feel you up

Then I got you totally open as soon as I take your top off

Youre so hard to resist you knock my socks off

My friends say youre bad for me hogwash

Ill never love again

The way I loved you

Did you find someone new

Are you doin this with them

Cause I remember when

Still remember when you was mine yeah

We were inseparable at one time yeah

You know my love for you was undying yeah

You used to always have my back

Some days it feels like youre all that I have

Thats why Im tryna hold onto you for as long as I can

And you just want me for my money so I got you wrapped all in saran

Damn talk about eatin out the palm of my hand

But if not for my financials

I wouldnt have you anyways there have been ample

Plenty days where Im just in a daze and I cant pull

Myself above this rut and youre so much of a handful

I can only take so much of you all at one time

Because too much of yous just too much to swallow sometimes

Gotta take you in dozes but when youre not at my side

I shake in convulsions separation anxiety cause we may be the closest

Yeah baby we hopeless dont we make an atrocious

Combination We know its like playin with explosives

Quite dangerous though but my brains in hypnosis

Such a wide range of emotions

Migraines but why the **** am I takin these MOTRINs

Ibuprofens like a drop of rain in the ocean

And youre my fix on the days when Im broken

But the ****s about to go sideways I just know it

Ill never love again

The way I loved you

Did you find someone new

Are you doin this with them

Cause I remember when

Still remember when you was mine yeah

We were inseparable at one time yeah

You know my love for you was undying yeah

You used to always have my back

So I spiral downwardly cause Im too cowardly to leave you

Head is clouded in a fallacy but in reality

Somehow it seems like when I lay me down to sleep Im counting sheep

Youre bound to creak

Cause every time I turn around you keep runnin out on me

Youre my Xanax and my valium Im an addict youre a downer

Youre my habit its like I found you in the cabinet

But its like I cant uncap it cause its childproof

A scoundrel and fiends how I feel around you

Awful every time I lost you felt like I had you in my pocket

Now Im flippin over the furniture punchin holes in the walls through

Everything that weve gone through

How many times youve ****ed me

But the way it felt for me to be on top when I was on you

Swore my fealty but word to GOD

I thought you loved me but you tried to kill me Im getting off you

Quit callin for me hard proofs how I respond to

The Ambien and Tylenols too

Fxck all you

Fxckin *****

Were done