Fade

I try to breathe

Memories overtaking me

I try to face them

But the thought is too much to you can see

I only know that I can change

Everything else just stays the same

So now I stay

Step out of the darkness that my life became

Cause I just needed someone to talk to

You were just too busy with yourself

You were never

There for me to express how I felt

I just stuffed it down now I'm older

And I feel like I could let some of this anger fade

But it seems the surface I am

Scratching is the bed that I have made

So where were you

When all this I was going through

You never took the time to ask me

Just what you could do

I only know that I can change

Everything else just stays the same

So now I step out of darkness that my life became

Cause I just needed someone to talk to

You were just too busy with your yourself

You were never

There for me to express how I felt

I just stuffed it down now I'm older

And I feel like I could let some of this anger fade

But it seems the surface I am

Scratching is the bed that I have

But I never meant to fade

Away

I never meant to fade away

I just needed someone to talk to

You were just to busy with yourself

You were never

There for me to express how I felt

I just stopped now I'm older

And I feel like I could let some of this anger fade

But it seems the surface I am scratching

Is the bed that I have made

I try to breathe