Autobiography

作曲：Nicki Minaj

作词：Nicki Minaj

This is the autobiography of Nicki Maraj

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic

My voice projected, my life reflected the more I cry, the more I try

Can you hear me? yeah

Daddy was a crack fiend, two in the morning

Had us runnin' down the block like a track team

When you burnt the house down and my mother was in it

How could I forget it

The pain is infinite

She's my queen and I ain't even British, she's the only reason

That I went to school and I finished yeah

She told me that I had talent

Got on her knees, and prayed for me when I started bein' violent okay

She saw somethin' in me that 'til this day I don't know if I could be that kyuh

But I'ma die tryin', and when I'm done crying

Grab the iron, and black out like I'm retirin' kyuh

Nightmares of you killin' my mother

The reason that I sleep with my head under the covers

And they should've thrown a book at you

'Cause I hate you so much that it burn when I look at you

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic I'll keep trying

My voice projected, my life reflected keep, keepin' on

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic

My voice projected, my life reflected the more I cry, the more I try

Damn, I wanna run to you

Hold you and kiss you, and tell you how I miss you I miss you, baby

Thought I would have a son for you, but now it's official, it's over and I can't let you go ooh

But I gotta let you know

All the ** I did made me feel like I'm dyin' real slow

'Cause no one understands me

They don't know what to do when I'm hurt and when I'm angry kyuh

You was my friend, and my man, and my daddy

You was there when that ** tried to stab me

Anything I ever needed, knew you had me

'Cause of you, all them chicks couldn't stand me

So why I hurt you

That's the question

It took this long, for me to learn my lesson

'Cause now all I want is peace and get drama

Finally understand the true meanin' of karma

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic I'll keep trying

My voice projected, my life reflected keep, keepin' on

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic

My voice projected, my life reflected the more I cry, the more I try

Please baby, forgive me forgive me

Mommy was young, mommy was too busy tryna have fun

Now, I don't pat myself on the back for sendin' you back

'Cause God knows I was better than that kyuh

To conceive you, then leave you, the concept alone seems evil, I'm trapped in my conscience

I adhered to the nonsense

Listened to people who told me I wasn't ready for you

But how the **** would they know what I was ready to do

And of course, it wasn't your fault no

It's like I feel you the air

I hear you sayin', "mommy don't cry, can't you see I'm right here?" yes

I gotta let you know what you mean to me

When I'm sleepin', I see you in my dreams with me

Wish I could touch your little face, or just hold your little hand

If it's part of God's plan maybe we can meet again

The more I cry, the more I try, gotta keep on

My voice projected, my life reflected the more I cry, the more I try, gotta keep on, gotta keep on

The more I cry (the more I cry), the more I try (the more I try), gotta keep on keep on

My voice projected, my life reflected

The more I cry (the more I cry), the more I try (the more I try), gotta keep on

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic more, more, more, more, more, gotta keep, mo–, more

The more I cry (the more I cry), the more I try (the more I try), gotta keep on

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic

The more I cry (the more I cry), the more I try (the more I try), gotta keep on

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic

My voice projected, my life reflected

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic

My voice projected (yeah), my life reflected

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic

My voice projected, my life reflected can you hear me? yeah

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic