Cause it's the same feeling that I get
I go insane
Wonder how my luck
Would it change would it change if I hadn't stayed
And when it rains I feel you in my body in my veins
I'm begging you to stop it's not a game
I'm addicted oh I'm addicted to shame
Find the door and close it
Forget about the life you haven't chosen
There's nothing more that I can do
But avoid the truth before I lose
And find my way back to you
Find my way back to you
Find my way back to you
Find my way back to you
I'm addicted oh
It doesn't change
The emptiness it feels like outer space
The nightmare starting over again and again
I'm used to the pain
And when it rains I feel you in my body in my veins
I'm begging you to stop it you're my fix
I'm addicted oh I'm addicted to this mm
Find the door and close it
Forget about the life you haven't chosen
There's nothing more that I can do
But avoid the truth before I lose
And find my way back to you
Find my way back to you
Find my way back to you
Find my way back to you
I'm addicted