do you feel it yet is it kicking in
gonna pack my bags 'cause i'm moving in
i don't have a face here
i can just pretend
at the same time last year i broke promises
it's crazy that you think
that i'm still young and selfish
i'm an alien and i can't leave this earth
i cannot help it
i lobotomize my brain
so i can fit in with the broken
you don't wanna be like me
because i'm lost and i don't know it
so free up your night for me
i've been trying so desperately
i'll see you on floor thirteen
will you be there not for me
i'm checking into for
the day
i'm trying to be a better man for you and for me
when i'm here i come
alive staying high so i survive the night
everybody means what they say
when i said i'm four thirteen
you call me a monster
do you even know the start of it
i'm just a ghost of who i used to be
i'm just a part of it
and i'd do anything for you
to see me at the start of this
maybe you'd understand why i fall
sometimes i'm so sorry
toxins flowing through my body
two sides like i'm split
i hardly think about anything
will you be there not for me
i'm checking into floor
mercy
i'm trying to be a better man for you and for me
when i'm here i come
alive staying high so i survive the night
everybody means what they say
when it's said on florida king
i can't escape
i lost my way
i'm checking into four thirteen so you become a memory
you watch the blood stain of your hands
so curse my name but oh yeah