Hailie's Song

Yo I can't sing

I feel like singing

I wanna ****ing sing

Cause I'm happy

Yeah I'm happy

Ha Ha

I got my baby back

Yo check it out

Some days I sit staring

out the window

Watching this world

p*** me by

Sometimes I think

there's nothing to live for

I almost break down and cry

Sometimes I think I'm crazy

I'm crazy

oh so crazy

Why am I here

am I just wasting my time

But when I see my baby

Suddenly I'm not crazy

It all makes sense

when I look into her eyes

Sometimes it feels like

the world's on my shoulders

Everyone's leaning on me

Cause sometimes it feels like

the world's almost over

But then she comes back to me

My baby girl (Hailie laughs)

keeps getting older

I watch her grow up

with pride

People make jokes

cause they don't understand me

They just don't see

my real side

I act like ****

don't phase me

Inside it drives me crazy

My insecurities could eat me alive

But when I see my baby

Suddenly I'm not crazy

It all makes sense

when I look into her eyes

oh no

Sometimes it feels like

the world's on my shoulders

Everyone's leaning on me

Cause sometimes it feels like

the world's almost over

But then she comes back to me

Man if I could sing

I'd keep singing this song

to my daughter

If I could hit the notes

I'd blow something

as long as my father

To show her

how I feel about her

how proud I am

that I got her

God I'm a daddy

I'm so glad

that her mum didn't abort

Now you probably get this picture

from my public persona

That I'm a pistol-packing dr*g-addict

who bags on his momma

But I wanna just take this time out

to be perfectly honest

Cause there's a lot of ****

I keep bottled

that hurts deep

inside o' my soul

And just know

that I grow colder

the older I grow

This boulder on my shoulder

gets heavy

and harder to hold

And this load is

like the weight of the world

And I think my neck is breaking.

Should I just give up

or try to live up

to these expectations

Now look I love my daughter

more than life in itself

But I got a wife

that's determined

to make my life living hell

But I handle it well

given the circumstances

I'm dealt

So many chances man

it's too bad

could've had someone else

But the years

that I've wasted are nothing

to the tears that I've tasted

So here's what I'm facing

3 felonies

6 years of probation

I've went to jail

for this woman

I've been to bat

for this woman

I've taken bats

to people's backs

bent over backwards

for this woman

Man I should've seen it coming

what'd I stick my ** up in

Would've ripped the pre-nup up

if I'd seen what she was ****ing

But **** it it's over

there's no more reason

to cry no more

I got my baby

baby the only lady

that I adore Hailie

So sayonara

try tomorrow

nice to know ya

My baby's travelled back

to the arms of her rightful owner

And suddenly it seems

that my shoulder blades

have just shifted

It's like the greatest gift

you can get

The weight has been lifted

Now it don't feel like

the world's on my shoulders

Everyone's leaning on me

Cause my baby knows

that her daddy's a soldier

Nothing can take her from me

Woo

I told you I can't sing

Oh well

I tried

Hailie remember when I said

If you ever need anything

daddy will be right there

Well guess what

Daddy's here

And I ain't going nowhere baby

I love you