I've been sitting here trying to find myself
I get behind myself
I need to rewind myself
Looking for the payback
Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
I feel like number one
Yet I'm last in line
I watch my younger son
And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills that helps to ease the pain
I made a couple dollar bills but still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name
The same way out loud
A lot of folks ** with me
It's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay
To be some big shot like I am outstretched hands
And one night stands still I can't find love
And when you walk come tumbling down
I will always be around
People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand
About the ** that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone
I've been gone for way too long
Maybe I forgot all the things I miss
Oh somehow I know that more to life than this
I've said it too many times and I still stand firm
You get what you put in
And people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine
No I ain't seen mine
I've been given just been digging
I've been walking that thin line
So I think I keep a walking with my
Head held high I keep moving on
And only god knows why only god
Only god
Knows
Why