emails i can’t send

It's times like these

Wish I had a time machine so

I could see what you did October 13th

At 10:15 were you really asleep

Were you lying to me and the family

There's no us in us when I'm lacking trust

You wanna discuss ugh

You disgust me

Don't make me cuss you out

Why'd you let me down

Don't say sorry now

And thanks to you I I can't love right

I get nice guys and villainize them

Read their texts like they're having sex right now

Scared I'll find out that it's true

And if I do then I blame you for

Every worst that I assume

When I'm forty-five someone calls me their wife

And he ** our lives in one selfish night

Don't think I'll find forgiveness as fast as mom did

And god I love you but you're such a dipshit

Please ** fix this

'Cause you were all I looked up to

Now I can't even look at you

I mean as they say in Chicago

He had it coming