Hey
It's the thing in your thighs
When you're lonely at night
Scroll through your phone getting high off the light
Numb in your chest when you close the blinds
Reposing time and you tell yourself you're fine
But you sabotage the things you love the most
Camouflage so you can feed the lie that you're composed
This is the voice in your head that says
You do not want this
This is the ache that says
You do not want him
This is the glimmer of light that you're keeping alive
When you tell yourself that I could ** him
Why do you need love so badly
That it's because of her daddy
Bet she was brutal and baddy
Bet that she'll never be happy
I bet that you're right and I'll show you in time
But I sabotage the things I love the most
Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed
I've got a monster inside me
That these personality types
She is constantly changing her mind on the daily
Think that she hates me I'm feeling it lately
Might have to ** her
And treat her to seventy capsules
Or fly to a castle
So at least we could say that we died
Being traveled cultured and flattered
And then I could trap her but what does it matter
You do not want this
This is the voice in her head that says
You do not want him
This is that space in your
Bed that says
Bed I could ** him
Isn't it lonely
These are the standards to which you could hold me
Think that you know me
You think that you could if you hold me
Think you could try to console me
But I do not know me
No I do not know me
Cause I cause I
Sabotage the things I love the most
Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed
You do not want this
Sabotage the things I love the most
You do not want this
Camouflage so I can feed the lie that I'm composed
You do not want this
You do not want this