Foster Baby

作曲：Lil Tjay,Nikolaos Grivellas,Ryan Martínez,Joshua Isaih Parker,Pat McManus,Michael McCall

作词：Lil Tjay,Nikolaos Grivellas,Ryan Martínez,Joshua Isaih Parker,Pat McManus,Michael McCall

Every day, day, day, day, I used to wake up and pray

Grandma was fightin' for her life in the hospital, I did not wanna see her that way

I didn't sing, ain't have a thing, ain't wanna ask my mama, I used to rob

They used to tell me, "Lil' boy, get a job", started sayin' it's over then I used to nod

Come around clean, come around cool, deep in the streets, thought that was a facade

I seen my mom and them goin' through pain, it ** with my brain, I put that on God

We all know money can't fix all the problems, I was just tryna just put 'em to end

I saw a lane, I can better and change what I do for a livin', and now I'm on ten

At the top of my class, know they thought this would stop in the past

I got twenty mill' comin' in the rest of the year, payin' six cool, it gotta be glass

So much ** won't stop me, they know they can't stop me, they sis'nem got me on blast

I'm on Instagram showin' off bands, I don't know what to do with the cash

I'ma live everyday like my last, nah, my workin' ain't fast, they would help man, I'm thick in the grass

Used to wake up in the crib, and the crib smelt like **, ** around might as well live in the trap

I ain't never tell my fans that I was adopted but ** it, I'm givin' you facts

Started young, but now I'm a man but I'ma keep workin', and I'ma keep givin' you plaques

Givin' 'em pain, I just be livin' in vain

'Long as nobody talkin' on my name, you will not get flamed, we'll keep it the same

Don't want problems with nobody (Problems with nobody, problems with nobody, problems with nobody)

(Don't keep her number, just leave that hoe back there)

(I got through much ** stuck on my mind)

(I done came to the point where)

I'm finna let you a lil' deeper in my life

Got to the point, I feel if I speak it's aight

I'm finna vent to y'all, all myself into the mic

I ain't never tell my story how it was

Youth, born 2001

My momma told me she was stressin' out from havin' a son

Not like she ain't want me, she was talkin' havin' me young

My pops ain't really want me, she was low-key havin' me dumb

But to keep it goin', life goes on, night come, new problems keep flowin'

She told me this just the other day

When normally I ask about my father, she ain't got too much to say

Findin' better life, I had to pray, survive I may

The ** I used to think up in that jungle everyday

Never had nothin' given to me, had to find my way

I can say I done came a long way from poverty

SB forever, but a long way from Slattery

My soul hurt, a few real members gone, please don't bother me

Ask the opps, they know when I perform

Blew up, had to change my norm

When I go back to my hood the police storm

When you are gone, if you get right 'til you don't leave

My momma still gon' play the trenches like she won't leave

But I don't show that, ** know that

Before rap, be a black man outside livin' cozy

Deadys out the Oz, my auntie named Rosie

She told me she miss me, not for you, you know these hoes be gassin', that ain't how I'm steppin'

The only thing a ** want right now is progression

Fire to the flame, is that my little chain

I grew up in a area youngins dyin' by the name

My inner-self a stepper, I'm from Ryer, I know pain

Double-cup of red, I feel like I'm higher than Wayne, higher than Wayne

My mom don't want it, but I still wanna buy her a chain

That just 'cause where we come from

She like, "You go dumb, son"

Got addicted to this life, you want this? Ion't want one