That’s On Me

作曲：Aaron Dessner,Ed Sheeran

Is this just gettin' older?

I can't get away from this rain

I'm statin' to think that it's me

And I wanna just create things

But the longer it takes, I feel drink up

Remember a day I've been sober

Not in a place to take blame

Any more way I might break

Tell me, do you feel the same?

Guess we all go the same way

I'm in a bit of a mess here

Count to ten and hope to disappear

I never did my homework

Could I have been more than this?

Findin' a way to exist within a world with no risk

Forcin' a shoe that won't fit

I spend most the days stoned

And makin' excuses for it

Sayin', "It'll help to write this"

But on the real, I'm tight-lipped

Shootin' the shot that I'll miss

And it's so far from it

Why the hell am I still here?

This is not the end of our lives

This is just a bump in the ride

And I know that it will be alright

And if it's nothin', we're **, aren't we?

I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise

Maybe I'll never find my smile

But who's to blame?

Well, that's on me

Well, that's on me, well, that's on me

Now that the weather is colder

Nothin' is maskin' this pain

The summer was here, but won't stay

And we are inside, like, all day

Regrettin' the things that we say

And it takes a toll, yeah

The conversation won't end

Bein' a rock for your friends

Cracks in the surface don't mend

We only break, we don't bend

And you think it was so clear

But I can't see nothin' but the fear

I'm feelin' so bloated

Thinkin' the silent won't do

My ** will open up too

Lockin' myself in my room

Hopin' that this will end soon

And no one will notice

What I will put myself through

'Cause they will hate themselves too

Isn't it mad what we do?

Petendin' to win, but just lose

And it's so far from here

Why the hell am I still here?

This is not the end of our lives

This is just a bump in the ride

And I know that it will be alright

If it's nothin', we're **, aren't we?

I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise

Maybe I'll never find my smile

But who's to blame?

Well, that's on me

Well, that's on me, well, that's on me

Too many things on my mind

To process moments of life

That, somedays, I lose my drive

And some, can't control the fire

I move where the things take time

But I'm not a patient guy

Maybe if I wait, I'll find

Resemblance and peace of mind

This is just gettin' older

Runnin' away from my past

Knowin' the comet won't last

Bein' a mouse in this grass

Feedin' the snakes behind us

And I'm searchin' for closure

But nothin' is healin' these scars

When I open up, they just laugh

Sayin' that they had just half

That nothin' will ever be dark

Is it new me, new year

Or just the same old blues fear?

This is not the end of our lives

This is just a bump in the ride

And I know that it will be alright

And if it's nothin', we're **, aren't we?

I can't help myself but cry every time that I realise

Maybe I'll never find my smile

But who's to blame?

Well, that's on me

Well, that's on me, well, that's on me

Well, that's on me