Flowers

Took me over to your house to meet your family

Introduced me to them saying that you'd marry me

Then you'd look me in the eye and say it's just a joke

Then you'd kiss me and I smile

Did you even know when you'd say that kinda thing

I'd be excited

Got me hoping maybe one day you would mean it

Always thought I'd only make a fool of someone else

Now you've only gone and made me make one of myself

I guess the flowers aren't just used for big apologies

I guess I should've been more conscious how you

Spoke to me cause when we fight you give me space

And not communicate

And for a while I thought that's what I

Should appreciate

Maybe I was holding on to what I thought you were

But when you think too hard eventually

It starts to hurt the version of you in my head

Now I know wasn't true

Young people fall for the wrong people

Guess my one was you

I was getting any flight so we could make it work

You'd ignore me could've told me you were seeing her

Kinda hate myself for just justifying your mistakes

Took a minute but I learned that ** the hard way

Who are you to tell me I can't be heartbroken

Babe you had the chance the door for you is open

If it's what you need to tell yourself to

Sleep at night pretend I haven't found

A man who finally treats me right

I guess the flowers aren't just used for big apologies

I guess I should've been more conscious

How you spoke to me

Cause when we fight you give me space

And not communicate

And for a while I thought

That's what I should appreciate

Maybe I was holding on to what I thought you were

But when you think too hard eventually

It starts to hurt the version of you in my head

Now I know wasn't true

Young people fall for the wrong

People guess my one was you

If there's anything I've learned

That you should watch yourself

If it's hurting you then leave and go and get some help