Dark Thought

I drove up the hill just to say goodbye

But all I found was a for sales sign

Put my hand on the gate and there's tears in my eyes

And all that's been left since the minute you died

And the chandeliers and the trees

Ceramic bees

Now they're just covered in leaves

My hands are shaking as I type in the code

The gate doesn't open just a voice that says no

But I know inside there's a piece of your soul

That they're painting over

Then everything else will be sold

And the piano that played on its own

Is not playing no more

I wish that you had called somebody

And if I wasn't there I'm sorry

Made me believe you were strong

I wish you would call me

And told me that something was wrong

So goodbye to my best friend ever

I can't believe you're gone forever

I came up to find you today

Cause I finally found all the words

That I needed to say

But a dark thought got there first

They buried your ashes in a Prozac pill

And all the vultures came to chew on your will

I hate that you're gone and the questions you leave

And it's sad that your daughter's not talking to me

Well I can't draw a heart

So I drew you a star

On the Hollywood boulevard

I wish that you had called somebody

And if I wasn't there I'm sorry

Made me believe you were strong

I wish you would call me

And told me that something was wrong

So goodbye to my best friend ever

I can't believe you're gone forever

I came up to find you today

'Cause I finally found

All the words that I needed to say

But a dark thought got there first

Dark thought did its worst

And that's what really hurts

A dark thought got there first

I drew up the hill just to say goodbye

But all I found was a for sale sign

Put my hand on the gate and there's tears in my eyes

And all that's been left since the minute you died

Or the chandeliers and the trees

Ceramic bees but now they're just covered in leaves