As you promised me that I was
More than all the miles combined
You must have had yourself a change of heart
Like halfway through the drive
Because your voice tread off
Exactly as you pass my exit sign
Kept on driving straight
And left our future to the right
Now I am stuck between my anger
And the blame that I can't face
The memories of something even smoking **
Does not replace
And I am terrified of weather
Cause I see you when it rains
Doc told me to travel but there's covid on the plains
And I love her mind but it's the season of the fix
And I saw your mom she forgot
That I existed and it's half my fault
But I just like to play the victim
I'll drink
Alcohol till my friends come home for christmas
And I'll dream each night of some version of you
That I might not have but I did not lose
Now your tire tracks and one pair of shoes
And I'm split in half but that'll have to do
So I thought
That if I piled something good in all my bed
That I could cancel out
The darkness I inherited from dead
No I am no longer funny 'cause I miss the way you laugh
Once called me forever now you still can't call me back
And I love her mind but it's the season of the sticks
And I saw your mom she forgot
That I existed
And it's half my fault
But I just like to play the victim
I'll drink alcohol
Till my friends come home for christmas
And I'll dream each night of some version of you
That I might not have but I did not lose
Now your tire tracks and one pair of shoes
And I'm split in half but that'll have to do
All that'll have to do
My other half was you
I hope this pain's just passing through
But I doubt it
And I love her mind
But it's the season
Another sticks and I saw your mom
She forgot that I existed and it's half my fault
But I just like to play the victim
I'll drink I'll take alcohol
'til my friends come home for christmas
And I'll dream each night of some version of you
That I might not have but I did not lose
Now your tire tracks and one pair of shoes
Didn't have but that'll have to do have to do