作曲:Kimiko Glenn
I stick with real things usually fact to figures
When informations in its place
I minimize the guessing game
Guess what what I don't like
Guessing games
So when I feel things before I know the feelings
How am I supposed to operate
If I'm just tossed around by fate
Like on an unexpected date
With a stranger who might talk too fast
Or ask me questions about myself
Before I decided that
He can ask me questions about myself
He might sit too close
Or call the waiter by his first name
Orid oreos but eat the cookie before the cream
But what scares me the most
What scares me the most
Is what if when he sees me
What if he doesn't like it
What if he runs the other way and I can't hide from it
What happens then
Even when he knows he's only disappointed
What if I give myself away to only get he given back
I couldn't live with that
I couldn't live with that
So I'm just fine inside my shell shaped mind
This way I get the best view
So that when he sees me I want him too
Don't don't you think you're being a little
I mean maybe just a tad
I'm not defensive
I'm simply being cautious
I can't risk reckless dating due to my miscalculating
Why a certain suitor stands in line
I've seen in movies most made for television
You cannot be too careful when it
Comes to sharing your life
I could end up a miserable life
Sorry girls but he could be criminal
Some sort of psychopath
Who escaped from an institution
Somewhere where they don't have girls
He could have masterminded some way to find me
He could be color blind
How untrustworthy is that
He could be less than kind or even worse
He could be very nice
Have lovely eyes and make me laugh
Come out of hiding
What do I do with that
Oh god
What if when he sees me I like him and he knows it
What if he opens up a door and I can't close it
What happens then
If when he holds me my heart is set in motion
I'm not prepared for that
I'm scared of breaking open
But still I can't help from hoping
To find someone to talk to
Who likes the way I am someone
Who when he sees me once again