Stick Season

As you promised me that I was more than all the

Miles combined you must have had yourself a change of

Heart like halfway through the

Drive because your voice

Drove off exactly as you passed my exit sign

Kept on driving straight and left our future to the

Right now I am

Stuck between my anger

And the blame that I can't face the memories

Of something even my tv

Does not replace and I am terrified of weather

Cause I see you when it rains

And doc told me to travel

But there's covid on the plains and I love her mom

But it's the season of the sticks and I

Saw your mom she forgot that I

Existed and it's half my

Fault but I just like to play the

Victim I'll think

About it all till my friends come home for christmas and I'll

Dream each night of some version of you that I

Might not have but I did not lose now your tire

Tracks and one pair of shoes and I'm

Split in half but that'll have to do

So I thought that if I piled something good and all my bad that I

Could cancel out the darkness I inherited from dad

No and I'm no longer funny

Cause I miss the way you laugh

You won't call me forever now you

Still can't call me back and I

Love her mom but it's the season of the sticks and I

Saw your mom she forgot that I

Existed and it's half my

Fault but I just like to play the

Victim I think

Got it all till my friends come home for christmas and I'll

Dream each night of some version of you that I

Might not have but I did not lose now your tire

Tracks and one pair of shoes and I'm

Splitting half the that'll have to do

All that'll have to do

My other half was you

I hope this pain's just passing through but I doubt it

And I love her mom but it's the

Season of the sticks and I

Saw your mom she forgot that I

Existed and it's half my

Fault but I just like to play the

Victim I think

'bout it all till my friends come home for christmas and I'll

Dream each night of some version of you that I

Might not have but I

Did not lose now you're tire

Tracks and one pair of shoes and I'm

Sweating half a battle have to do have to do