Debt Consciousness

作曲：JOONOH PARK

作词：JOONOH PARK

This dead world in my mind

It's a shadow in my soul

Every waking moment

It's taking its toll

Crushing under pressure

Can't breathe can't escape

I'm losing my grip

Feel like I'm gonna break

Voices in my head say you'll never be free

A burden I carry is the cost of being me

Oh I'm sinking under the weight of the dead

A guilt I can't forget

A past I can't reset

Trying to breathe trying to find my way

But this dead consciousness won't fade away

A son to his mother I carry this guilt

For all the sacrifices the dreams she had built

Sorry for the struggle for not being enough

For the tears and the worries

For the road that's been tough

Voices in my head say you'll never be free

A burden I carry it's the cost of being me

I'm sinking under the weight of the dead

I guilt I can't forget

A past I can't reset

Trying to breathe trying to find my way

But this dead consciousness won't

Fade away

Ooh

I wish I could show her the love that she gave

Erase all the debt be the son she could save

But the chains of this burden are heavy and cold

In this cycle of guilt I feel so controlled

I'm sinking under the weight of the dead

A guilt I can't forget

A past I can't reset

Trying to breathe trying to find my way

But this dead consciousness won't fade away

Someday I'll break free from these shackles of regret

Find peace and forgiveness

Leave this dead consciousness

But until the day comes

I'll fight through the night

With the weight of the dead

I'll keep up the fight

Voices in my head say you'll never be free

A burden I carry is the cost of being me

I'm sinking under the weight of the dead

I guilt I can't forget

A past I can't reset

Trying to breathe trying to find my way

But this dead consciousness won't fade away

I won't hide the weight of the dead

A guilt I can't forget

A past I can't reset

Trying to breathe trying to find my way

But this dead consciousness won't fade away

I'm sinking under the weight of the dead

I guilt I can't forget

A past I can't reset

Trying to breathe trying to find my way

But this dead consciousness won't fade away

The weight of the dead

I guilt I can't forget

A past I can't reset

Trying to breathe trying to find my way

But this dead consciousness won't fade away