Stick Season

As you promised me that I was

More than all the miles combined

You must have had yourself a change of heart

Like halfway through the drive

Because your voice

Drove off exactly as you passed my exit sign

Kept on driving straight

And left our future to the right

Now I am stuck between my anger

And the blame that I can't phase

The memories of something even my tv does not replace

And I am terrified of weather

Cause I see you when it rains

And doc told me to travel

But there's covid on the plains

And I love her mom

It's the season of the sticks and I saw your mom

She forgot that I existed and it's half my fault

But I just like to play the victim

I'll think

About it all till my friends come home for christmas

And I'll dream each night of some version of you

That I might not have but I did not lose

Now your tire tracks and one pair of shoes

And I'm split in half but that'll have to do

So I thought that if I tell you something good

And all my bad

That I could cancel out

The darkness I inherited from dad no

And I'm no longer funny cause I miss the way you laugh

You won't call me forever

Now you still can't call me back

And I love her mom

But it's the season of the sticks and I saw your

Mom she forgot that I existed and it's half my fault

But I just like to play the victim

I think

Buy it all till my friends come home for christmas

And I'll dream each night of some version of you

That I might not have but I did not lose

Now your tire tracks and one pair of shoes

And I'm splitting half the that'll have to do

All that'll have to do

My other half was you

I hope this pain's just passing through

But I doubt it and I love her mom

But it's the season of the sticks and I saw your

Mom she forgot that I existed and it's half my fault

But I just like to play the victim

I think

About it all till my friends come home for christmas

And I'll dream each night of some version of you

That I might not have but I did not lose

Now you're tire tracks and one pair of shoes

And I'm sweating half a battle

Have to do have to do